Finding the Balance Between Being A Parent and Being A Homeschool Teacher

What is this elusive balance of which people speak about?

We are all searching for it, like it is the holy grail (that no one can really find).

So here are the truths about balance as I see it, after many years of homeschooling and preparing to graduate our first homeschool graduate  in the spring:

There are seasons.  Some seasons of parenting are just busier than others, and some seasons of teaching are busier than others.  There were years were I went to every homeschooling conference I could find, read every homeschooling book and lecture I could find because I was hungry for it all.  With Waldorf homeschooling, I had to learn the arts-based end of things that I had never learned or refine the skills I did have.  It was a lot of work.

Some seasons are more intensive in parenting.  Our two high schoolers  really, really need me right now.  Perhaps not as much for academics –  I farmed some outside classes out for our oldest high schooler, and our middle child is technically  homeschooling but is in a hybrid school so I don’t really feel as if this is the homeschooling with all the planning and teaching I am used to! – but emotionally availability is important for our adolescents. I think as parents, we always want to be the soft space for our children to land.  So, it can be a constant check-in – do they need me more as their emotional guide right now than as their homeschool teacher?  Do I have the bandwidth to do both well right now, or do I need to focus on one area?

It’s okay to not do everything.  Outer balance for the family and yourself comes at a cost; there is a cost to wholeness.  Sometimes you have to say no to something in order to be able to go away with your spouse for a long-needed, long-neglected few nights away because you have both been just pushing and grinding out 12-14 hour days.  Sometimes you need to say no to something fun because you really need to be home and regrouup. Sometimes you need to say no to push yourself out of the house and connect with community. I think this is why there will never be a defining “this is how you do balance” because everyone needs something different for their own kind of balance on the outside.

Balance for the inner self is another kind of balance.  There is a lot of talk about self-care and also about designing a life that doesn’t feel exhausting.  Again, there are seasons in life and some seasons are just exhausting and you get through the best you can.  Balance for self can really be divided into not just caring for our physical bodies, but for our emotional and spiritual selves as well.

Investing in this for ourselves takes time, and often takes the support of our family and friends.  It is hard to invest in self-care if you can never catch a minute to yourself, especially if you have been running on empty for years.  The emotional toll of parenting and homeschooling can be high – the constant worry of am I doing enough?  Am I not doing enough?  What does the future hold?   My main suggestion in this is to look at sustainable routines and habits when your children are smaller that involve more than just you doing and directing everything – sustainability that involves others besides you sets a great habit as your children grow and their lives outside of the home become more intensive and more adults are involved. If you are a single parent, do you have friends like are like family?  Get over not wanting to ask for help!  Plan some time for just you to recoup in a rhythmic way – weekly? monthly? quarterly?    You will be a better parent and teacher for it, and the years can fly by with no time to touch base within yourself or with your partner alone if you don’t plan at all. (And if you make this your resolution for 2020, I want to hear about it and how it goes!)

Know yourself, and know your children.  That is the true key to providing balance.  Some children are self-motivated; some are not.  Some thrive on a more strict schedule; some don’t.  If you know yourself well and your children well balance is much clearer to see.

If you are a new homeschooler, my greatest piece of advice goes back to sustainable routines and rhythms for the family.  You can plan all these wonderful lessons and take all weekend, and every night before teaching to work on these plans (and you may have a very compliant child that will follow your lesson plans – many of us are not that lucky!), but do not neglect your greater role within your family and in your own humanity.  You are more than a homeschool teacher, you are a wonderful parent and human being who also deserves to have a life outside of homeschooling if you want that (some are perfectly happy solely homeschooling, and that’s awesome too! However, I think for many of us close to 50 or early 50’s, we are earning for something more outside of that. Just my experience. If you are in your 20’s to mid 40’s, this may not resonate).  For some, this outside life may be small, like seeing a friend a few times a month or it may be large, like homeschooling parents who still work or are in  school or who are very active in their communities.  Only you can decide how that balance will play out, but you have the choice in how you do it.  Don’t just keep piling more on your plate without conscious thought.  Know yourself and what really fuels you as this is your life too, not just your children’s life.

I would love to hear your ideas about balance in homeschooling and parenting.

Many blessings,
Carrie

 

 

4 thoughts on “Finding the Balance Between Being A Parent and Being A Homeschool Teacher

  1. Excellent, Carrie. This post helps assuage my guilt that I am not doing enough. I feel that the balance from parenting to homeschooling can change from day to day.

    I am also finding that I am burnt out homeschooling. Mine takes one class at the local community college through dual enrollment; the plan is to increase it as the semesters go by. All I can muster at home is math, a little grammar, and some literature. No science, no social studies, no fun….

    Any suggestions on how to handle burnout? The decision is not to send him to full time school and I am good with that. It’s me.

    • Thank you for sharing, MaryLynn. I think burnout is real. I have been homeschooling for 12 years, and combined with my age, I feel much more done with it and ready to do other things besides homeschooling than I used to. I would really love to write a post on this. Burnout is hard, and I do think for high schoolers, for most high schoolers, unless they are super self motivated and have a clear path, that classes out or even hybrid schools if available imparts some great skills that many seem to have trouble pulling together at home. So I think part of burnout with teaching high school anyway, is also an acceptance that high school, especially past the 15/16 change may need something very different than what was in the past based upon the student’s goals or lack of goals. I also think the social piece is extremely important for many in high school, and I think that can be hard to come by and also alleviates burnout on the parents because if teens are busy in a good , constructive way with activities and friends, that can take a lot of pressure off at home wondering if we are doing enough. All realms are really important at this age. Not sure if all that makes sense, maybe I can flesh it out better in a post. Blessings, Carrie

    • Thank you, Carrie. No hybrid program here but dual enrollment works well. Mine just turned 15; we’ll see how it goes. I will research the 15/16 change.

  2. Love the blog post! Haven’t really thought about the hardships of homeschooling my child. I’ve thought about doing it but didn’t think about it being so difficult. I do understand the message you’re sending and thank you for sharing this with the parent community I’ll make sure to remember as well as pass on the info 👍😁 can’t fill someone’s cup if yours is empty

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